Over the weekend, I moved all of my furniture into storage. Things are becoming real now. Malakhai and I moved into my mom's spare bedroom. I'm so happy because this will afford me to pay off my debts faster, save money for a house, and to have help with taking care of my son. I'm… Continue reading Moving on…
As the end of the year is quickly approaching, today brings me back to my childhood. It’s field day!!! I missed it last year because I was out on maternity leave, but I’m glad to be apart of it this year, despite being under the weather. Field Day is a day full of fun packed… Continue reading Field Day/Class Picnic
If you would've asked me during my freshman year of college if this is where I thought I would be, I would have said no. My life now is not at all how I dreamed it would be. Before anyone says anything, there is a point, but let's start with somethings that I think about… Continue reading This is Not What I Signed Up For
Teaching is not for the faint of heart. The amount of pressure that we are under when it comes to standardized testing, to the issues that we have to deal with when it comes to our students and their various backgrounds and home lives, is daunting and often causes teachers to leave the profession. To… Continue reading Teaching in Title 1 Schools
I was never afraid to die until I had Malakhai. Now all I can’t hink about is what will happen if I’m not here? How will he survive? Granted I know the answers but I don’t want Malakhai to have to live in a world as a child without his mother. I never want to… Continue reading Death Becomes Me
The place I’m in now, I never thought I could be here. So much has transpired since last Thursday that I don’t even know where to begin, so I’ll start from the beginning. First, my principal got promoted to principal of her graduating high school. That’s a huge deal and I’m extremely happy for her.… Continue reading First Quarter Down, Three More to Go!
So much has happened over the past couple of weeks and to be honest, some for the good, some for the worst. I won’t get into details, but one specific change that happened recently, made me reevaluate my career and what I want to do moving forward. Since I started teaching, I really wanted to… Continue reading Spring Brings Change
Single mom life can get pretty damn dry, Sahara Desert dry. I’m talking about sex. Being single is hard, being a mom isn’t hard, but not having sex is even harder. I miss the feel of a man and the way his hands would hold and caress me. The tender kisses. Our bodies rhythmically rubbing… Continue reading Celibate 8+ Months