He lay awake staring at her as she slept. She was so beautiful. They had been best friends for years and through all of her boyfriends, he had been there to pick up the pieces. He loved her and not in a best friend kind of way. He had always been too afraid to tell her, but now he just didn’t know. They always had sleepovers, but tonight was different.
He watched her breasts rise and fall as she breathed. Her skin glistened from the moonlight, shining through the window. It was a beautiful shade of brown. He wanted to grab her nipples, suck on them even, but he was too afraid of her reaction. he started to think about the day that he saw her completely naked for the first time.
It was about six years ago. She had gone through puberty so quickly. Her breasts were large and full. Her pussy was well groomed and the way her curves looked when she walked made his dick quiver. He didn’t know back then that what he was feeling was sexual attraction to his best friend. It could’ve even been romantic.
A while back they had started to sleep together naked. Never touching. She loved being naked and had no problem with it. Of course, he took any opportunity that came along for him to see her naked.
Her moaning interrupted his thoughts. She breathed heavily and he knew exactly what was happening. Before he could even think about it, he was already opening her legs and parting her pussy lips. He could smell her arousal. He licked her clit and it tasted so sweet. She kept moving and thrusting her hips against his lips. She grabbed his head and he knew she was awake. She moaned and screamed as her body convulsed. Her juices squirted into his mouth and he sucked them all up. When she stopped moving, he lifted his head to look at her.
She was still asleep. He knew this was his only chance. She had always been a hard sleeper and this was his chance to explore her body. He kissed his way up to her breasts. Her nipples were hard. He grabbed one and she gasped. She pushed him off and jolted to a sitting position.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” she yelled.
“I just thought that…”
“Thought that I would want you to touch me like that? Aren’t you gay?”
She laughed and He was confused. When she stopped and stared at him, for the first time, he could not read what she was thinking. She gave him a sly smile and laid back down. She started to play with her nipples and fondle her clit. It got him so hard and aroused. He turned the bedside lamp on so he could see her. She was so beautiful. He wanted to make her come over and over. She deserved it.
After all the guys that treated her like shit, he wanted to be the one who was there for her for her every need. He moved her hand from her clit and got between her legs. He rested his hard dick against her clit and slid it back and forth, around and around. Her wet pussy made his temperature rise. He leaned down and grabbed her breast with his teeth. She let out a loud moan. He felt himself about to come and the way she moved under him, so was she. She screamed and he moaned.
He looked down at her and smiled. She called his name over and over and then he felt himself being shaken. Everything went black. He woke up and she was shaking him. Had it been a dream? Please tell me that wasn’t a dream, he thought. She looked down at him in concern.
“You were moaning and screaming,” she said, “I didn’t know what was happening.”
The whole time she was talking, he couldn’t take his eyes off her body. She looked at him with a confused look. He sat up and look at her.
“I want you. I’ve always wanted you. Through everything we’ve been through together, I’ve always wanted to be more than just your friend. Every time I see you naked, I want to touch, lick, kiss and hold you. I want to be the reason you have orgasms. I want to make you feel like you’re worth something.”
She stared at him in shock. He couldn’t believe he had just said that. He expected her to look at him in disgust and get up and leave. Instead she softly kissed his lips. It was so soft and sweet. She parted his lips with her tongue. He leaned her back onto the bed and ran his hands all over her body. He glided his index finger between her pussy slit and across her clit. She moaned against his lips.
He pressed firmly against it and made circles. She broke their kiss and screamed. He grabbed her breast and sucked hard. His middle finger slid inside, massaging her G-Spot, she moved against his hand. He wanted her to come so bad. Her pussy closed around his finger and she let out a loud scream of pleasure. She rolled on top of him and pressed her pussy, still dripping wet with her juices, against his own arousal. She kissed him hard and her nipples hard against his chest made his dick pulsate.
He guided her hips and moved her onto his dick. She threw her head back, pushing her breasts into his face. She came hard and he followed. He was so happy that this was finally happening. She kissed his mouth, neck, chest, stomach and then his inner thighs. His legs shook as she moved her lips to his full balls. She swirled her tongue around and he ran his hands through her kinky hair.
She grabbed his balls and took his entire girth into her throat. At that moment, he knew he was in love with her. He didn’t want to come like this so he moved her off of him and rolled off the bed. He smiled at her and she quickly laid down. He shook his head.
“On you’re knees and bring your ass to the edge of the bed, facing me,” he said.
She moved quickly. He entered her and felt her tense up and then relax. He moved in and out, slowly at first and then increased the speed. Her screaming made him go faster and that made the sensation more intense.
“Fuck me!” she yelled.
He gripped her hips and moved as fast as he could. His balls slapping against her pussy made this even more worth it. He pulled on her breasts as he moved back and forth. He couldn’t take it anymore and lost all sense of everything as he came. He barely heard her screams over his groans. He pulled out and their pleasure was all over his dick, running down his balls. She turned around and licked it all off. He tensed as his dick was still sensitive.
“Lay on your back,” he told her.
He was going to make love to her now. Yeah, fucking was okay but she was special to him. He always thought of her as more than a best friend. He climbed between her legs and entered inside her, dick still pulsating. They kissed and groped each other. He spread her thighs and squeezed her round plump ass. He moved in and out of her slowly. She moaned softly.
“I love you,” he whispered.
She looked him in the eyes and tears rolled out. He was almost afraid that he had just ruined their friendship, even a possible relationship.
“I love you, too, but only as a friend,” she sobbed.
He kissed her tears and continued to make love to her, burying his now tear dripping face in her hair. His heart was breaking, but he couldn’t stop making love to her. He had hoped that there was even the slightest chance that she could ever love him. They both came and he got off of her. They laid there in silence. He could feel her looking at him, but kept his eyes on the ceiling.
“I’ve always known that you loved me, but I just don’t see you that way,” she said.
“Then why did you have sex with me?”
“Because I knew you wanted to and I did too. I wanted to touch you and be touched by you. I know how much you care for me, but I’m just not romantically into you.”
He kept staring at the ceiling. After awhile, he could hear her breathe softly. He looked over and she was sleeping peacefully, still so beautiful after being thoroughly fucked and made love to. He turned off the light on the night stand and wrapped his arms around her. He still loved her and still had hope that one day, she would love him too.